Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Ang sulok kong takda

isang linggo na lang babalik na ang pinuno namin.

balik sa dating gawi.

magpapanggap na naman akong busy. haha

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kaninang umaga nilapitan ako ni steven. Kala ko nahalata na wala akong ginagawa kaya bibigyan ako ng gagawin, yun pala papalipatin na ako sa permanente kong pwesto.

dati kasi nasa managers' area ako ng aming butihin kagawaran, temporarily. Isang buwan din ang tinagal ko sa pwestong yun. Ang mindset ko nga, doon na ako permanently but I was wrong!

Ito, kakalipat ko lang ng pwesto na dating desk ni hong hai. At nang makita ko ang bakanteng lugar na aking lilipatan, kumanta ako ng [sings]

"Diiitooo baahh ang sulok kong takda sa ilalim ng aharrraaaww???"

Ngunit dahil sa karamihan dito sa aking pinapasukan ay chinese at indian, deadma sila sa solo performance ko dahil hindi nila maintindihan. Walang nagmalasakit na tingnan ako dahil busy sila.

Pero kung ang kinanta ko siguro eh "ABUCHIKI" ng yumao na nobelty singer na si Yoyoy Villame with matching itik-itik dance performance baka nakuha ko pa ang kanilang atensyon. Kaya lang huli na nung naisip ko, the moment was gone already.

Sa lahat ng sinabi ko, isa lang ang gusto kong iparating: pwede na ako magdecorate ng workstation ko! WEE!!!

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Isa sa perks ko sa trabaho ko eh pwede akong maglabas ng mga frustrations ko sa mga gawain ko sa pamamagitan ng pagmumura o pagsasabi ng mga obscene languages or any kinds of profanity.

At take note, it will not create any negative image to me nor it will disturb the morals of my colleagues.

Ang masasabi ko lang, it's a nice release and it helps! hindi ko ito nagagawa sa dati kong trabaho at ang masasabi ko, malaki ang naitutulong nito upang makabawas sa stress at sa pressure na nararamdaman ko.

Ang kondisyon nga lang eh dapat hindi ko ito sasabihin ng pasigaw at dapat PURONG TAGALOG!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Planning for next year! Commence!

approximately two months from now I will celebrate another year of my life. I know, another step closer to aging! Although I hate aging I do love celebrating my birthday. Well, who doesn't? Especially I am in a foreign land. And since I am here in Singapore, may be I can continue my own tradition on how I am celebrating my birthday, The Singaporean way (ngorks) hehehe. That would be nice.

During my birthdays, I write plans or goals that I will achieve during the coming year. I don't write new year's resolution, it's just dumb haha. Like last year, I said to myself that I will go to Boracay during the Holy Week to do unholy things. (naughty hahaha)

Thru the help of my friend marvin, I was able to go there together with some friends but I wasn't able to do some unholy things. Mostly wholesome but moreover, it's all fun. Boracay is nice, i would love to go there again this coming April. Well, maybe.

So now, I have two months to think about the goals that I want to achieve for next year. Places where I want to go, things that I want to acquire, skills that I will need to learn and everything that centers on happiness. I want to create a plan.

Though I know I can't plan everything, at least I have something that needs to be accomplished. Even if everything is written down, the excitement of something may occur during the journey thrills me. May it be a prank joke or death it will all contribute to memories. Memories that will be treasured as long as I am alive (the drama! are you sensing it?).

Anyways, I will spend my two months thinking and thinking without gaining pimples or wrinkles. it will be hard, but I must. Hahahaha

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P.S.

Malls here in Singapore are amazing! Too many sales, very few time hahahaha and money hahahaha

Sunday, October 19, 2008

The "Basta" Plan!

tuwing nag-oonline ako tinatanong ako kung bakit di ako online tuwing umaga? Nagtatago daw ba ako? O may iniiwasan? o feeling importante sa cyberworld at kailangan kong maging unreachable kaunti?

Isa lang sagot jan, bawal sa office ang YM! sinubukan ko na lahat pero wala talaga kaya sorry.

Kung sa gabi naman, maaga nang natutulog ang inyong lingkod upang magkaroon ng fresh na mukha sa umaga at upang hindi tamarin sa pagpasok.

Sleep is crucial.

As of now, I'm finish with the task Steven assigned to me, so basically I have nothing to do and now waiting for additional task. More task more chances of achieving permanency! Yehey!

In a few days, I'll need to move out of my room and transfer to somewhere nearer from my work and also nearer from IKEA! I'm doing a list right now of what I need for my new room. Though it is not what I have imagined to, I will somehow make it more homey for me.

This means I'm buying more stuff. I'm convince, I'll rent that room!

And also I need to make a plan for next year. I need to want to have fun outside singapore.

Basta plan! plan! plan!

Updates and Monthsaries

Nakakatatlong buwan na pala ako dito sa singapore, ngayon ko lang napansin. Sabi ko pa naman I will celebrate my 3rd month here. Pero dahil sa busy work life, nakalimutan ko na magcelebrate noong Oct 8. Naalala ko na lang matapos ang dalawang araw.

Ngunit, subconsciously I am able to celebrate it by shopping for new work clothes. =) I checked the receipt and yes! Oct 8 it is! hahaha

Kahit hindi iyon ang naiisip kong gawin upang icelebrate ang aking monthsary dito sa singapore, still nagawa kong magsaya sa pamamagitan ng pagwawaldas ng pera para may isuot akong damit pamasok. Kumain din pala ako sa PEPPER LUNCH! YEBA!

Thanks G2000 for the clothes. Pero sa totoo lang mas maraming damit na binebenta sa pinas kumpara sa Mall na pinagbibilhan ko. Sabagay maliit na mall lang yun kumpara sa MOA haha. I still miss MOA. Siguro kapag nagbakasyon ako sa pinas, doon kaagad ako punta para bilhin ang mga kailangan ko since malapit lang naman yun sa airport.

Sa ngayon nawiweirduhan ako sa sarili ko dahil dati parang ayaw ko nang pumasok sa trabaho, pero ngayon parang I'm looking forward to it kahit ang dami daming bawal.

bukod sa pagwawaldas ng pera, isa ang trabaho ko na nag-iiwas sa akin para magpakamatay ma-homesick o maging malungkot.

I now want to go to work and trace the codes left by my predecessors. Steven has assigned work to me and thankfully I was able to isolate the problem last firday, though I wasn't able to fixed it right away, I am thankful that I have something to look forward to this Monday. And I will really really make sure I will solve it in a day or maybe in 5 hours.

I heard that IS had their own team building yesterday, Oct 18. I will be true to my feelings, I am jealous, I wish I was there having fun with them, especially that Ma'am Cherrie Espeleta was there. I miss IS. though this is irrelevant to say, I am happy that IS is having fun without me. It is moving and thriving.

Tomorrow will be the start of the work week again and I need to decide fast on whether if I will rent the room I visited last friday or not. It is a room, a little smaller than I have right now, in a landed property. A little old, has two beds, lovely neighborhood, cheap, I will be sharing it with a family and another of their tenant(s) and most importantly it is very near from my work.

It's not very well lit and it doesn't have this HDB/Apartment feel. The neighborhood is beautiful and has a very silent homey atmosphere. Though the landlord warned me to be very cautious when crossing the street or else I might be hit by fast cars haha.

I need to decide fast. I don't want to cause more problems to Julius and Deejay. I don't want Mr. Tham to pressure them anymore. They have done so much for me.

I'm thankful for what happened to me in the past three months and I'm ready for the next three years!

Bring it on!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

You saved me again Chris :)

Pakitingnan po yung larawan na nakikita ninyo, pakipindot para lumaki.

Sa totoo lang natatawa ako sa chat naming dalawang magkapatid. Sinalisihan niya ng oras ang tatay namin para makausap ako.

Pakiramdam ko tuloy parang ibang tao ako, parang BAD INFLUENCE na barkada. hahaha! O kabit ni chris hahaha

Samantalang nasa bahay si Chris, pwede naman siya magsabi na kausap ako. Pero he told me the reason and I agreed on it hahaha, oo nga naman.

Pinaligaya at pinatawa na naman ang malungkot kong gabi, you really are a savior little brother =)

Para tuloy exciting makipagchat ngayon sa kanya kasi may halong thrill at suspense na baka mahuli kami ahahaha.

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Bukod pa jan, may nirekomenda rin siyang Movie na pinanood ko ngayon ngayon lang: "Little Miss Sunshine"


Na sa una akala ko depressing yung ending kasi ang bungad depressing sounds, monotonous na scene at beauty pageant pa na may nanonood na matabang bata. Tapos may nagpakamatay pa!

Eh sa katayuan ko ngayon umiiwas ako sa malulungkot kasi baka madala ako, tapos ito pa nirecommend ng bunso kong kapatid!

HEYUP! MASOCHISTA talaga!

Anyways, nakita ko na lang sarili ko na tumatawa dahil sa mga pangyayari sa buhay ng bata at ng pamilya niya. In the end, I felt good and thankful again to my brother for showing me this movie.

I kinda miss my family a bit more. May pamilyar kasing eksena sa pelikula na hindi ko na lang babanggitin baka umiyak na ako.

But one thing is, You can choose your friends but never your family. I may turnout to be a loser or a winner but still, I have a family to love me, who won't judged me for what I did or disown me. Who will support me with whatever decisions I make, who will stand by my side to keep me company and who will be there tomorrow to catch me or help me to stand if ever I fall down.

Though it was filmed two years ago, it's still a movie to watch.

Hay Chris, hindi ko alam kung anung radar o kapangyarihan meron ka na sa tuwing nalulungkot ako at feeling down nanjan ka para patawanin at paligayahin ako. You put me back in the track!

Salamat! You saved me again :)

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Lahat ito nangyari ngayong gabi. Oct 14, 2008

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Someone Stop This!

I'm moving forward.

Nervous? Yes! Tremendously Nervous!

Things are coming too fast.

Yesterday, I have my whole support group to hold on to.

Today, I have myself and this ground that I stand.

Tomorrow's unpredictability brings me fear i can't explain.

This whole new journey brings me excitement and fear.

Will this make me a better man? Or will it destroy me?

Growing Up Sucks!

Got to stick with the decisions I made!

Remember...

NO REGRETS!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Premas General Assembly

We had our (my first) general assembly in our company, Oct 10, 2008.

Our CEO and President A.S., in his message to everyone, reminded all the attendees that

"BROWSING or DOWNLOADING of/from forbidden websites in the office are strictly prohibited"
"if caught, you will be immediately terminated"

at that moment, I died...

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Tamang Trip Lang eh no!

peepz!

may kilala kayong Ligo Torres o Iigo Torres sa friendster? Wala siyang multiply account di yata marunong!

may mga nangungulit sa akin sa account ko sa multiply asking kung pwede ko daw ba gawin model yun. Eh hello?! tumawid dagat na ako no!

Kakabanas lang!

I dropped him a PM kasi nakalagay sa account nya yung address ng multiply ko. Tangina lang talaga! Buti tinanggal nya! kapal lang ng mukha!

I doubt nga kung mukha mo yun eh!

Kung mababasa mo ito ULOL ka!

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Shet! Di ko napigilan!

I plan to buy a facial wash for my ass but suddenly I found myself walking towards this toy store.

tapos bigla na lang nagising ako sa tinatawag na trance at hayun hawak hawak ko na ito, pati ang resibo


The kid in me! Sa October na ang labas ng second season nitong Gundam 00 ewan ko lang kung anung tawag na. Gundam 00 Season 2? asus!

Sa sabado si Dynames naman! Basta kumpletuhin ko ang tropa! Mura lang naman eh hahaha Pilipino pa yung tindero, si charles (ang pppppuuuuuggggggeeeee kasi binigyan nya ako discount) na nagulat ako na nagtagalog! Filipino nga pala hahaha.

hahahaha sige may-iinggitin lang ako ha!

(Patay patay! wala na akong budget huhuhuhhuhuhu)